sigh. i came to a sad revelation today: sometimes when you stop trying, the good things just happen.
story of my life.
and i had so much to say, but in the end the words evaporated again. i hate how unfair life is sometimes. i mean everything has been going well for me recently and i don’t want to sound ungrateful, but how come nothing ever went this well for me in the past when i put in so much effort in stuff i did? i’m not specifically refering to anything, but recently i’ve been feeling this more and more and it has been unsettling me to no end. maybe i’m just being stupid and paranoid, but i really hate how ironic everything is. (although i do have an inkling of what’s going on though, and it makes me feel… very sad. 
) oh wellos, life never really plays by the rules…
haha anymore and this post will get too soul-baring. sigh. i’m gonna write the rest somewhere else.
edit:
haha just to make this post not totally emo-sounding and sad, here’s one of my favourite songs from one of my fav bands of all time!
(my favourite the cribs song is actually shoot the poets, but i can’t find a video of it with a decent enough sound quality, so the next best thing will have to do!)
